Tomorrow is my son's fifth birthday. I am both incredibly excited and somewhat flabbergasted by this. I am super excited that he is getting so big. He'll be starting a whole new chapter in his life. Kindergarten is just around the corner and before I know it he'll be smarter then I am. If he's not already that is. He will go off and learn all the things five year olds are supposed to learn and will no longer be the baby I've grown accustom to. I know it's been five years since he was born because I can read a calender. But it's so hard to believe that time has passed so fast. It seems like just yesterday he was in diapers making goofy baby sounds and crawling all over the floor. I am relieved that the baby stage is over, I don't enjoy diapers or formula or baby proofing and sleepless nights. But I also know that the next few years are going to fly by just like they did with my daughter who is 10 now. The years just fly by when school starts and I just can't believe my youngest child is starting school in just a few short months. Crazy stuff man.
Also, this means that I will be looking for work in a few short months. I am both scared and excited about this idea. I haven't had a job in a really long time. I'm not even sure my brain works properly anymore. I just hope someone will hire me for a job that pays worth a shit and has some medical benefits. I'm excited to be out in the world again making money. I can't remember what it's like to receive a check with my name on it. So it'll be interesting. I don't know what I'll end up doing but I do know that the money will be most welcome.
Having just had surgery I need the money in a bad way. My gallbladder is no longer with us which is a good thing. It was killing me. I feel great now and I don't regret having it removed, but I do regret going to St. Mary's to have it done. I wish I could have gone somewhere else that wouldn't be trying to charge me out the ass for every little thing. Bastards.
Well that's about it for now. I just thought I'd throw a little update in here. I hope you all have a fabulous night.
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